you should be my lady :>

heyy.

ive been kinda busy with the whole intervensi thingy. forgot about my blog all the while HAHA

okayyy. updates;

1. im pretty sure. NO! im confident that im failing my addmaths paper .. again.

im not that good in addmaths, never have been D: so it's not really a surprise to me that the test was beyond hard for my level of stupidity HAHA

2. im addicted to a music video (taeyang-wedding dress)

i have no idea why im watching the same video over and over again everyday since last week. i guess the chick in that video is kinda cute and the fact that taeyang is such an awesome dancer makes me interested. ohh, and lots of my classmates are kinda obssesed with these korean

people, sooo yeah .. people keep on saying dont get infected by this disease, just hope i wont :D

3. i have finally found an addmath tuition YEAY

i havent been to any extra classes since earlier last year, and im in a tuition with a small group of two people. and the price is wayyyyyyyy wayyyyy wayyyyy cheaper than what i had in mind. fully satisfied. and the teacher's kinda cool. ohh, forgot to mention, the place is not to far from my house, so i walked the other day. eventhough it's just walking distance, still .. i sweat like hell. my aim now; to be skinnier after walking back and forth from tuition to my house, twice a week for the next .. err .. 9 months maybe HAHA

4. my phone is currently disabled

so this is the ultimate bummer. i forgot my passcode to access through my iphone. greaaatttt. well, actly it's not that i forgot. i typed the passcode wrongly for about 10 times and now it's disabled GOODJOB TYRA GOODJOB. so im going to lose all my contacts, photos, music, games and apps. erhh, it's stressing me out cz i took so much time on installing such great games and apps like .. the justin bieber app, fart sound (okay, not cool) but the main thing is, i miss playing those games that THE TIMES wrote in their magazine, quote "the most addictive game ever"

:(

say hello to the girl that i am

i am currently listening to overprotected by britney spears. an oooooold song, but still .. i kinda like it.

okay, about my english essay today .. i wrote a directed writing, it's about something that i have never wrote before. i have never even think about it but i dont know why, but that incident just came snapping right in my head.

i wrote something about fate.

what's meant to be, what's going to happen and what has happened.

i believe in fate and god has written everything about it so i'm just following his path. i'm not hoping for anything special to fall from the sky, i'm not hoping that things would be the way i want it, and i'm not hoping anything from you.

what's not to love?

Hii.

So i’m done with bm, English and physics intervensi paper. So there’s mode math tmrw, agama, bio, chemistry, and addmath next week. Guess what? Im still chillin HAHA

Okay. So today’s my brother’s 12 birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO! May god bless you and I hope your wish is to be less annoying :) okay, kidding .. bt that wish would be kinda nice. K k .. moving on

I spent the entire day trying to cheer myself up. So what do I do? Yeahhhh, watched all of justin bieber’s video on youtube from the moment I arrive home from school. oh wait, no .. right after I bathed and ate then I started watching his videos. Ohhhmygooooddddd.

Why are you so cute?!
While I was watching, I had some wild imagination going on in my head. HAHA. okay, I love purple even before I knew he was famous and he loves purple too .. so we’re compatible >,<

see, told ya i had such wild imaginations. urh, i have issues

Okay, back to reality.. I wonder when is his movie will be released in Malaysia. Sooooon please :)

cupid couldn't catch her

as i was studying physics right after lunch, found the word retarding and i said INTANNNNN! that instant HAHA

met my cutie pie at pavilion last saturday, had our drinks and cakes at starbucks .. walked around looking at things we would never be able to buy and just updated ourselves about anything and everything that ran through our minds at that moment.

felt like time passed by so fast cz we didnt get to do so many things i hoped we would. but atleast i get to her bright smiley face, her retarding act and her voice singing baby by justin bieber to me HAHA

one day (maybe) i'll sing for you the Mcd jingle that mad nina crazy :P

next time you point your finger, i'll point you to the mirror

I’ve been watching fairy tales before I could even speak. I’m a sucker when it comes to cartoons, Disney princesses and stuff like that. I have always loved the characters, the story line and the gorgeous prince/hero in each tale. But I’m not a strong believer in what those stories say ‘ .. and the live happily ever after.’ cz I know in real live, there’s no such thing as a happy ending. Well, there would be .. if you’re just plain lucky.

In each relationship, there are ups and downs, complications and cat fights. In the end, one of them is bound to get hurt. Seriously hurt. I hate that.

In my life, things are never consistent. Happiness come and go in just a blink of an eye. Whenever things turn out well, I feel over the moon. I get excited. I get all hyper. i feel like I’m the luckiest person on earth. But when things get the other way around, the feeling is indescribable.

Somehow, I wish things could be easier.

take take take it all.

what happened today?

okay ..

had assembly, and ohh .. there's a new wilayah song. mm, scratch the part where i dont even know the old song, now i have to sing a new one. basically, being in a new school, a new state is difficult. since i was from ipoh, the state song that i've been singing for the past 10 years was the same. now, each time during assembly .. i froze. cz the only song that i knew was Negaraku. i ditched the part where everyone sang the Wilayah and School song :")

apart from that. the novels. how do you reckon i would read two f4 english and malay novels in just a week before the exam? wait, it's not just reading, i have to understand and memorize at the same time.

well, good luck with that athirah :)

ohh, and there was one dude came to my school and gave us a talk about techniques for answering bm papers. seriously, that guy was funny in a dirty way. HAHAHA. all i did was laugh, and so did the others. i think all of those who were in the hall laughed even more than gaining something from him.

this is real, this is me.

hello :)

this is the second blog that i wish to proceed with. since the last one was full of crap, nonsence and it even created a fight between me and mi amor, so i decided to start everything over. clean slate.

first off, to those who dont really know me (fz), maybe you should read this.
i was born in kuala lumpur on 21st november 1994. grew up with two lovely parents who's always taking pictures of their first born, me :) both of them worked hard to make my life as comfortable as can be.

in 1999, my parents and i plus another baby in my mum's belly moved to ipoh perak due to dad's transfer from klcc to utp.

started my early years getting to know abc and 123 at ipoh international school. after passing reading, writing, counting, speaking with much pride, i entered sk convent ipoh. i just wish i would get back in time to enter elementry school all over again. nothing to worry, everything was just a piece of cake.

i took everything seriously back then, tuition after tuition everyday, finishing booklets after booklets. my grandmother even said i'm an ultimate book worm (still am) cz i would never go anywhere without anything to read. i was active in sports, held every post in each clubs i was in. even the teachers love me (those were the days) but the only thing that's been bugging me each day was the fact that my dad was working in jeddah for about 2 years. all we did was webcamed and chat online. my classmates see their dad each day, tell them everything there is to knw face to face. me? i have to wait for his call and then we'll talk for like .. 3/4 minutes, i anticipate the festive seasons so that he would be home. between me and my brothers, i was the one closest to him. so there was one kid stated that 'alaa. ayah tyra syg tyra. semua boleh' pffft.is there any dad in this world who doesnt love his daughter? is there any dad that wouldnt want to fulfill his daughters dreams and wishes? ofcourse he would try his best to do anything he could.

then, when i entered high school. things were different, it went from easy peasy cheesy to seriously complicated. i turned from a good ol girl, to a bad ass chick. i missed so many classes, i climbed over gates, i scratched teacher's cars, i entered the principal's office a few times. got yelled at by so many teachers. so it's clear i did so many things i shouldnt have done, i broke so many rules that i should have obeyed. that was what happened, whats done is done. so now lets move on ..

my pmr results were not as good as others. yet im still grateful with what i received. it was just my luck to enter a good class. still, even with all the smart, matured kids around me .. i was one of the childish among them. the bad things i did decreased, but i still broke some rules. come on, i'm only human .. rules are meant to be broken. i dont believe that everyone is a saint.

in the end of 2010, my mum told me about her lateral transfer to kl. suprisingly, i didnt react how people assumed i should have. i kept my mouth shut and thought a way of telling my relatives, my friends and my boy. after awhile, i did what i have to.

on my first day of the new school, everything went well. i feel so welcomed, people here were so friendly even before i had the chance to sit. there was one question that made me feel a bit awkward. this girl asked 'are you one of those rich people?' ofcourse i would said NO. come on, whoever the hell who would have said yes is a lunatic.

i entered the class each day trying to imagine how it would be if i was still in convent. things are different, wayy different. im not complaining, im not regretting anything. sometimes i wish i could have two lifes. one with my family, new place, new school. and another with all those who i love and care so much about.